well hmm.. since i havent written on this page for..ohh - going on 2 months, lol ..i thought i'd update for all you nosy bitches! haha! =)

me & joe are doing amazing! we have been going through some "rough patches" lately, but it's nothing that we cant handle. <3 it's just been the occassional arguments, me being over emotional, & the fact that we've both changed from when we first got together & him not wanting to realize that! but other than that.. things are perfect. we still love each other more than anything in this world & that's not gonna change!

joseph matthew larrison, i swear- we have been through it all these past 10 months. (it will be ten months tomorrow) ..and we've made it through everything every time! you know me better than i know myself sometimes, but that dont mean that you know it all*.. haha! i have never felt so close to someone in my entire life, i cant wait until i graduate & we can live together! =) i'm so excited! lol it's gonna be awesome! i also cant wait to spend the rest of my life w/ you hun! you are what i've always dreamed of! & even though we've been going through some things & even though things have changed, i still feel the same about you as i always have! i love you & babe you're still the man i've always dreamed of being w/ for the rest of my life! =)

well that's it for now.. lol.. it will prolly be another 2 months before i update again! haha!

LaTeR*..

amanda marie..

..haha ..i just had to put that! lol it was just too funny! ;o) .." O U C H.. wait i think i liked it" lol ..who does that remind you of? lmao! <3

alright bitches.. this entry is all to the man that means the most to me in life =))

(besides my daddy & my lil brothers..lol)

joseph matthew larrison * <3 ..babe- there are times when you make me speechless & there are times when i just wanna knock the shit outta you! lol you're so damn goofy! =) but i like it! i realize that every relationship has its ups & its downs, but as long as we have more ups then downs i will be satisfied! you dont know what it does to me to be able to talk to you on the phone or hang out w/ you! it's incredible! i feel so comfortable when i'm with you! =) its unreal! i know im not easy to get along with at times & i apologize for that! but i also commend you for putting up with it! even when you didnt deserve it! but just know that i only make things into a big deal because i care about you* and that will remain that way until i'm six feet under the ground hun! we have been through so many struggles & we came out strong! so i know that our love can overpass anything! <3 it's just so amazing to me how you came into my life & made everything so much better! we've had so many memories babe* and i'll never forget a single one! =) and you show me that you care- which means a lot to me because no one else has done that for me! its amazing to me how you want to be there for me! sometimes its a little overwhelming & i dont know what to do- but im glad i have someone as amazing as you to be there for me through it all! i know this will last because the love i have for you is so strong! these past 7 months have been incredible! =) and i want you to know that no matter what would ever happen- that i will always be here for you! i know nothing will happen to us but i mean if we would happen to get into a fight i would just want you to know that i still care & i always will ..so you know you always have someone to turn to! i've opened up to you about so many things.. because i trust you & i wanna be totally honest with you! & some things i just tell you to help you understand me more! well we've almost got one year down..does that mean i only have to wait 5 more years to be Mrs. Larrison? lol ..jk! i would wait forever if i had to! BUT i wont! lol ..bc if you dont ask me to marry you- then I'LL ask YOU to marry me!haha! ..babe i can honestly say that you are my first TRUE love! i have thought i was in love before- but it wasnt true love! because you love & respect me.. which is something i've never had! but also something i'm beginning to enjoy very much =)

you make everday worth living for babe* and i wanna spend the rest of my life w/ you! joe you mean the world to me & more! i couldnt ask for anything better or anything more from you! i love you with everything i have & i thought i could never love you more- but to tell you the truth- i fall more & more in love with you every single day! ..*

goodnight babe* =)

..amanda marie <3

 -i've tried to print this pic off the computer for joe sOoOo many times but it wont print.. =( i think this is the best one of me! lol ..i actually look kinda..somewhat cute for once! =)) haha!

..i really did fall asleep! lol i think this is when mom first got her camera! (she was takin pictures of everything! lol) by the way- did i mention ..that's JOE'S sweatshirt i'm cuddling with? haha* ..can you tell i miss him in this picsha?! lol  <33

joe matthew larrison- i know that i tell you time after time that i love you, but hun..you really dont have the slightest clue! because it's way more than you meaning the world to me- & its way more than just a simple i love you! anyone can tell someone they love them, but it's when they truly mean it that its special! and to tell you the truth- i've never really meant it until now! i thought i was in love once before, but looking back, i realize it was only lust- because it wasnt real like it is now & because that person didnt love & respect me back- the way that you do! and i adore you for that, & for everything you do! i've never felt like this in my entire life -nor did i ever think i would ever feel like this! you have taught me so much about love.. it's unreal! i can be myself around you babe! & i like it! i'm so comfortable around you- it's like we're an old married couple sometimes! lol it feels like we were meant to be together! =)) ..babe- nothing in this world could change the way i feel about you! i'm gonna tell you this until the day i die- i love you with all i have & i will never stop! thanks for making me a better person, ..for being there when i wanted to give up on myself, ..for being the sweetheart you are & always cheering me up, ..for showing me what true happiness was like, ..and most of all.. thank you for putting up with me! you could've said.. "ok i'm done amanda" ..but you didnt! you could've said "no i wont take you back" ..but you did! and i thank god everyday for that because without you i'd be nothing! ..baby.. i love you with all my heart & soul.. <33 i just want you to realize how important you are to me hun!

 <-- haha =))  <-- JML <33

  <-- haha! i do! joe calls me shitty* =)) lol

today has been an okay day* =))

brittany- i'ma kick your ass..& your babies too!! haha pussy ass bitches! lol wow- they make me laugh! love yah <33 lol

megan- ahh love the talks* =)) tehe! so much to talk about in so little time! haha.. i'm turning bad! lol .."DONT STOP" hahaha -love yah ghetto!

nikki.. no more sally! heck yess! i hate her! lol ..honestly!

joe =)) ..babe you are everything to me & more..and i love you with all that i have & nothing can break this feeling <33 .. i love you gorgeous!

welp i'm out! =)) ..ciao bitches!  -amanda marie! i love joe matthew larrison! <33

i almost forgot about this site * ...lol

hmm.. once again i'm getting blamed for everything that goes wrong in my house! i just wanna graduate so i can move out!!!

joe & i are doing fine- i miss the way we used to spend more time together, but i'm trying to deal with it..(its hard though) just gotta keep my head up.. put the good above the bad* he's literally the best thing that's ever happened to me! =))

joseph matthew larrison.. i love you with everything that i have & so much more! you mean the world to me baby- never forget that! i know i seem to be upset from time to time- but i just miss you babe! can you blame me? lol you're incredible.. <33

 ..the future Mrs. Larrison <33 ..how hot is that? very.. -lol  =))